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Relationship Problems: This is how it feels to have a partner who goes on and off

One of the most gut-wrenching thing that could ever happen to anyone is to have a partner who goes on and off; someone who is only consistent at being greatly inconsistent.

Many people are familiar with this relationship struggle, just like this young woman here, who tells Pulse about how her relationship has so far been a nerve-wrecking  cycle of disappearances and reappearances by her boyfriend. It must have been the same thing Simi was feeling when she composed her song, “Gone For Good.”

Inconsistently great

With a partner that’s inconsistent, there are momentary flashes of all the beautiful things that you desire and treasure in a partner, in a relationship. They know how to give you that thrill that borders on drug-induced ecstasy, and this is not just in a sexual context.

An inconsistent partner is a girl with whom conversations are effortless, with whom romance is unforced; with whom sex is always like well-rehearsed ballet – gliding beautifully from step to step, from blissful level unto the next until a perfect crescendo is breathlessly attained.

An inconsistent partner is that guy who does these same things and more. He weaves his life around yours so delicately; such that he can untangle himself after making you open up, trust him, become tied to him, dependent on him for emotional balance and mindlessly slip into love with him.

But that only tells part of the story with such people.

Eventual disappointment

Whether it is with the inconsistent male or the female, what follows the gloriously affectionate moments are dreadful disappearing acts that leave you dumbfounded, starved, confused, crazy, empty and self-condemning.

“It is the most frustrating thing ever,” says Inem, a Lagosian who was in a relationship with an inconsistent partner for about a year.

The first thing every inconsistent partner does to you is to leave you in a perpetual loop of frustration. You know what is obtainable. You know the amount of sweetness that partner is capable of, you have seen and experienced in some measure, the levels of romantic completeness that can be attained with that person but there’s only so little of it being offered to you that it drives you crazy.

It’s like getting someone hooked on a drug and then depriving them of that drug. In this context, one of the withdrawal symptoms is frustration.

You cannot have them when you please. You only have them when they show up, and that is always at their discretion.

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“I stayed too long in that relationship, I must say. But knew I could no longer bear it when it was obvious I would never be able to depend on this guy.”

Inconsistent partners always come back, most times when you are tired of their bull crap and have decided to move on. They come with reasons and excuses and make promises to do better. Most times, their reasons are really not reasons. They glorify excuses that could be overcome with a little effort – like being busy, or losing a phone, or not having credit and so on and so forth.

Because they know you so well and know all the buttons to push, you find yourself giving them one more chance. You know it is unlikely that they’ll do better as promised but they’ll sound so convincing that you find yourself allowing them back in, even as your mind screams “fool!” at you.

What this regular cycle of disappearance, repentance, and reappearance does is that your mind becomes messed up. It becomes so difficult to tell what is right and what is not.

“I was ready to move on but then he showed up again. I do love him a lot and I don’t know what’s right or wrong now,” writes an anonymous Pulse reader to our agony aunt column – Bukky’s Relationship Talk.

“This guy would disappear for days on end, and I’d be worried sick. He always came back with a different excuse all the time.” Inem says.

You find yourself wallowing in a pool of self-condemnation at some point. You wonder if you are too demanding, or whether you have too much of a chocking presence. You’ll find yourself wondering if you are asking for too much, you’ll find yourself settling for more and more of their crap, losing self-respect just to get a little scraps of them because, somehow, regardless of their on-and-off nature, they somehow retain a power to feed your soul, excite your mind and set your body on fire. It’s such a crazy place to be.

With different inconsistent partners, the pattern may have little variations but you can be sure that underwhelming moments of loneliness will be hot on the heels of divine, giddy moments of true romance.

A [difficult] way out

“The good news is, it is never too late to turn things around,” writes Aja Baise for Elite Daily.

“You can demand to be treated a certain way and hold firm to expectations you have set for a person. You can stand by your relationship standards and wait for Mr. Right to come along, instead of trying filling a void with Mr. Wrong.

Ultimately, you are faced with two choices: You can be the woman who wins and gets the incredible guy, or you can be the woman who keeps bending over backward for the inconsistent guy. That woman will always lose,” she adds.

Truer words on this haven’t been said.

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